I waited

For four years. I waited.
I was the perfect girlfriend a guy can ask for.
I was just no there. Physically, that is. I know, big factor. yep.
But wasn't it enough?
We talk every day.
By the time he opens his eyes every morning up to midnight.

We were under the same sky.
The same moon.
We walk the same planet.
Breathe the same air.
But it's not enough.
And now I just realized I already answered my question
from the first paragraph.

I stretched. 7,373 miles.
Now I'm laughing.
and later I'll be dying.

I wake up at dawn.
and sleep at day.
To match the time in where he stays.

He cheated.
I waited.

I forgave.
He hesitated.

I'm tired AND hurt.
I left.

and now i'm still waiting.
to tell me not to go.
but im slipping away.
he should know (because i told him).

but life isn't so fair.
oh, nevermind.
what the hell.