I waited

For four years. I waited.
I was the perfect girlfriend a guy can ask for.
I was just no there. Physically, that is. I know, big factor. yep.
But wasn't it enough?
We talk every day.
By the time he opens his eyes every morning up to midnight.

We were under the same sky.
The same moon.
We walk the same planet.
Breathe the same air.
But it's not enough.
And now I just realized I already answered my question
from the first paragraph.

I stretched. 7,373 miles.
Now I'm laughing.
and later I'll be dying.

I wake up at dawn.
and sleep at day.
To match the time in where he stays.

He cheated.
I waited.

I forgave.
He hesitated.

I'm tired AND hurt.
I left.

and now i'm still waiting.
to tell me not to go.
but im slipping away.
he should know (because i told him).

but life isn't so fair.
oh, nevermind.
what the hell.

Ironicity and Happiness

I never failed to make the people around me smile or laugh,

I'm always known to be the typical jolly girl you'd love to hang out with, one

of the boys would love to sit, watch sports with and be treated like one of the "dudes"

without hesitations of ruining the friendship.

Mind you, I don't like sports, but I like making my friends happy.

I'm mean.

I'm a Bitch.

But I can be the most humblest and nicest person you'll ever meet.

I'm the living proof of irony.

I love Music. It gives me hope and it has always been my best friend.

I hate mornings,

but when I wake up in the early morn the smell of sweet dews on plants makes me feel lucky.

I'm weird. (heck yeah i am!)

But that what's make me the best person I can be and the best person

most of my loved ones would want me to be.

I'm not cool.

I'm not smart.

One moment I want to be the talk of the town.

but most of the times, I just want to be unnoticed.

It would be sad to be alone, yes.

But it would be sadder to feel like you will never be alone

and in a snap..

you're all by yourself.

and..

Right now,

I'm thinking if what I said about three lines above this is what i really feel.

another part of my soul tells me it's wrong.

It tells me to smile to everyone you see early in the morning

and greet them with brightness in your face.

It tells me to dance in the rain with everybody staring at you

thinking how crazy you are and just not care about it.

It tells me to keep on loving, even If you're not getting any bit of love back.

It tells me to scream out your favorite song like a rockstar who sold a one time hit album.

Life is Ironic.

for whatever reason it may be, we must always

choose what will make us happy.

Not really for what is right.

But for what makes us happy.

PS:

(EXCEPTIONS TO CRIMINALS)

LATER PEEPZ! XD